Perfect Chaos

Dear all,

It’s always miraculous what God does.

I was admitted to hospital a few weeks ago, and first spent some time in an absolute wreck of an A&E department. It was intensely stressful, entirely ruled by computers with little genuine healthcare for patients. The staff had clearly been sorely deceived by Satan and despite the best efforts of myself and my Christian friend Ian to bring peace to the situation, Satan’s ingrained technological workings were seemingly so strong that all were deeply deceived. No compassion, no sense of godliness, no kindness, just the deception of ‘computers over patients’ and the cruel reality of some staff finding joy in causing suffering. Satan’s work is truly abominable. Such is life in an environment that has for a long time been empty of the miracle-working blood of Jesus and worship of the one true God.

“Oh, God our help in ages past, our hope for years to come” the British people used to sing with joy in their hearts!

It was a deeply troubling few days, and then I was taken to a psychiatric hospital. What are the problems with my health? Absolutely nothing. But the NHS has no real interest in health and healing these days – it is utterly controlled by Satan. You can say to people ‘pray’ and ‘worship God’ a million times, but until they humble themselves before Him and beg Him to act, there is no chance of transformation. God controls everything.

Continue to praise God! Worship Him in adoration! There is nothing better than Him!

In the hospital where I am now, much to my surprise, I am in the company of Angels! Satan himself is on the ward. A few months ago, I had prayed to God to teach me more about Angels (if He pleased and was willing) but be careful what you wish for as being in a room opposite Satan is never going to be much fun. However, he does wear a very funky pair of bed trousers and has a alluring smile. Be careful of that, though, and especially of his whispering, which is all lies, as we all know.

At times, Satan has been attacking with what feel like blasts from Heaven, but I met the Archangel Michael and he has been graciously keeping things from getting too insane. I have had encounters with some of Satan’s angels, Michael, and also some heavenly experiences which have been among the most wonderful of my life.

Worship music, as ever, is a source of grounding and comfort and never ceases to lift my spirits, and while technology is a great evil, having my bluetooth speaker and the songs of the saints has been incredibly uplifting.

Some of the episodes of stress I have experienced have been overwhelming. But all Christians know that we go through the valleys and we go through the mountains and sometimes have to just cling on in the valleys, remembering that we are saved and safe and free.

My time as Jesus has been amazing! I think God has been having a blast – He tells me He has been. And even Satan has his times of joy (however wicked) so I maintain hope in the great goodness of God and the love He has for all sentient beings.

In some of the toughest times, saved individuals have appeared to give me a smile and a kind word, which is the most wonderful encouragement. The Church has been influenced by Satan, but true Christians know who they are and their faith will never be shaken. He who began a good work in them will bring it to completion.

A great comfort is that the hospital is called ‘Holybourne Hospital’, a continual reminder of God’s love for me while I’m here (with my name being Steven Colborne). Nothing happens by chance. God built this hospital with me in mind. How great is our God!

I will write again soon, God willing. Unless the secret services are able to execute their insistant plans on killing me even though I have done nothing whatsoever wrong or illegal.

I believe God will protect me and bring me through this to a place of greater peace and glory.

Let’s keep working for a world without secrets. A world of honesty, peace and love. Change starts with you in this moment.

Be strong, Christian soldiers! Onwards!

With love and enormous gratitude,

Jesus x