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Apr 28, 2026

Life Update: Living Without Money

A year or so ago, the Lord led me to distance myself from all my friends and family. It was the strangest thing; they were all attacking me on the phone. In retrospect, it seems as though this was a process that the Lord was leading me through to live with Him alone as my… Continue reading

Reflections

bangers, faith, finance, highs and lows, money, mood swings, Music, radio, relationships, stress, television
Apr 26, 2026

Agony and Ecstasy: It’s All Part of the Story

Good day, everyone. I’ve been reflecting a little on the highs and lows of life. I don’t fully understand why I experience extremes of mood. I have considered that it may be because I dabbled in some mind-altering substances when I was younger. I have considered it could be because my mother was very loving… Continue reading

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agony and ecstasy, Christianity, Day of Judgement, depression, faith, God, Islam, Judaism, Mental Health, religion, satan, technology, UK
Apr 24, 2026

A Humble Request For a Donation From a Fellow Christian

Dear all, I would really appreciate any money you can spare at this time. For a few days I have had only twenty pence, which buys nothing these days. Every person I beg to on the street rejects me – even though some of them claim to be Christians. This is despite what Jesus taught… Continue reading

Reflections
Apr 13, 2026

A Brief Personal Update | Agony and Ecstasy

I recently looked back through entries from the last few months in my beloved Moleskine journal. It made for uncomfortable reading. “Today, I spent the whole day feeling stressed, confused and frustrated.” “Today, I took an overdose of Procyclidine again because I couldn’t bear the stress any more.” “I switched off my phone again today… Continue reading

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agony and ecstasy, Christianity, faith, finance, frugality, God, hospital, Jesus, Music, prayer, prison, writing
Apr 10, 2026

Discount News

I received an email today from the company that prints and fulfills orders of physical copies of my books saying that shipping prices are increasing. In response, the Lord led me to initiate a sale on my website offering 10% off all paperback versions of my books to help compensate. This sale is in addition… Continue reading

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book sale, Books, Christianity, eBooks, faith, free books, Interfaith, Judaism, Panentheism, philosophical theology, Philosophy, religion, Spirituality
Mar 30, 2026

“God Willing”

Despite the fact that making plans can be comforting and provide a sense of stability and assurance, the Lord is continuing to challenge me to live ‘in the now’ and not make plans at all. This is a very counter-cultural way of living as we are taught in school to plan everything and as adults… Continue reading

Reflections

Bible, business, Christianity, divine sovereignty, faith, Free Will, God, God willing, health, plans, politics, productivity, religion

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