Perfect Peace

Dear all,

Thank you to Santable, and to anyone else who still reads my posts. I realise I haven’t been ‘giving’ as much as I’ve been ‘taking’ with my blogging activities, and there are a few reasons for this which are difficult to explain, but God knows. I’m sorry for any offence caused and thanks to those who are still reading my posts.

The URL of the blog is still perfectchaos.org, but the name of the blog has changed to Perfect Peace. The new name has been on my mind for many months and I like the duality, because life can be both perfectly chaotic and perfectly peaceful. It’s not all chaos!

I hope to get the domain perfectchaos.blog back at some point but this will point to the same site. It was snapped up by someone else after a slow response from WordPress Support left me unable to attempt to reclaim the domain. One sign of why AI is rubbish compared to considerate human customer support.

I’ve had a major issue with my website, so I have a difficult predicament. I have rebuilt my website (StevenColborne.com) and taken it down five times, each time expending significant energy to perfect the site. And I was getting quite a lot of visitors, but virtually no interest from anyone in acquiring any of my products, despite the fact I began offering them on a ‘pay as you wish’ basis, including the option of paying little or no money. What can you do? I poured so much time and energy into all my creative work. Must I now abandon it?

I’m actually in hospital right now. I came under attack from Satan for many months in my property and the over-technologisation of the UK benefits system caused me such an unbearable amount of stress than I felt my only option was to come off benefits, except for one that is managed largely by post and offers a much more respectful service.

I have debt related to the property where I was living, and it doesn’t seem realistic for me to return there because I fear the same kind of situation would arise again. It’s a systemic problem with British society, it’s reliance on technology, and the new cruelty of the welfare system.

What job can you now do in the West that doesn’t involve bowing to the gods of technology company chiefs? But I still worship the one true God who created the Heavens and the Earth! So what do I do?

I trust that God will make a way. If He parted the red seas, He can make a way for me to move forward in life in joy and peace.

The time has come to seek God’s will for a new path forward. I feel very well except for the severed nerve in my left arm which hasn’t yet healed following my suicide attempt.

India is an option. Rome is an option. Staying in the UK is an option. So I await God’s guidance.

I’ll hopefully be in a position to provide an update soon.

God bless! 🙂

Steven x