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Hello, dear friends! Another 3am post but this time I have good news. I am out of hospital! After fourteen weeks on the ward I am back in my flat. Hallelujah!

Although I am elated to be out of hospital, I am saddened by the fact that I have been put on additional medication and am also only being discharged under a community treatment order, which means further restrictions on my liberty for the next six months. Also, I’m not officially discharged – I have to return to the hospital for a discharge meeting in a couple of weeks.

Nevertheless, I’m feeling a huge sense of relief. The ward was not a happy place and these last couple of weeks I was despairing at times. Being back in my flat and able to roam free in the community is a real blessing.

A couple of weeks ago, I wrote that my dream was to sit in my favourite park with a hot drink and a vape and watch the sun rise. God willing, that dream will become a reality this morning! I’m staying up all night and will head to the park in a while to watch the sunrise. I’ll try to get a good picture and will share it with you.

God is good! I don’t know how things will go with my neighbour but I’m going to enjoy this moment and celebrate the blessing of being in a lovely flat in a great location, and being out of hospital!

Grace and peace to all my readers 😃

8 responses to “Home!”

  1. Reading this has made me happy. Glad everything is getting better!

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    1. Thank you! Saying that you shared a room with nine people helps me stay grounded!

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  2. Happy to hear it, Steven!

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    1. Many thanks, Thomas!


  3. I can relate to your post. I spent several weeks in the hospital last year and getting to come home was a big deal! I hope you will have peace!

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    1. Thank you so much, friend! Sorry to hear you’ve been in hospital as well 😔

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  4. So happy for you Steven! This was a pleasant update to read 🙂

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    1. Thank you, Tee! God is most merciful 🙂

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Hello, I’m Steven and I’m a philosopher and author based in London. My main purpose as a writer is to encourage discussion about God. I write about a wide variety of subjects related to philosophical theology, including divine sovereignty, the nature of God, suffering, interfaith dialogue and more. My mantra: Truth heals.

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